Tuesday, January 15 @2:18 pm
Many feelings come to me when this year ended..
Indeed I have so many regrets, enough to make me fall in despair.
Feeling so down, that i have not blogged in such a long time.
Indeed it has been a long long time. 1.5 months was it?
There is very little that i can blog about these days.. (Er, not including Xmas Eve, the concert, Xmas itself, New Year) My life has not colour at all. Maybe i am not trying hard enough? Maybe I am to be the bored kind of person? Maybe i am not good enough? Haiz. Nobody frequents this place anyway, might as well pour everthing that i keep bottled up here. So, here i go.
The first that passed was the concert. Indeed it was a success. I felt it was just like a barely passed test. Though the whole band is made up of TPJC Alumni, TPJC Main Band, and Marist people, not very good the results i see. It's just so disappointing. Maybe it's not the concert that made me so down. Maybe there are other reasons. Despite that, i wore on a smile that i will always do and meet up with people that came that day to support us. Edwin, Yee Kiat, Michelle, Suvenna, and many others were there to give TPJC Alumni support. I thank you all for that. Maybe its because the band didnt play to what i had expected it to be. Maybe its because the there wasnt anyone that said 'Well done' to me. Maybe its because i did not mange to sell any tickets and thus my morale hit rock bottom. I did take any pictures but Michelle did. I think she placed pics that have me in to facebook so, take a look there if you want.
My birthday came next. I cant remeber what took place liao. But i remember we were in Orchard doing shopping. Although i know that the guys there are planning something, but its like LL kind of thing. I ask them not to buy cake cos the Xmas season is around, and cake prices have gone up. Just having a simple dinner is good enough for me. LOL, how they twist and turn. We walked in Orchard. Taka, then to Plaza Sing. Played the arcade at Plaza sing. I guess the only thing i look forward to is the Mario Kart Race. I have the card and its keeping me distracted. Any challengers? By then, It was around evening and they brought me to a Jap place at Starhub tower i think (i think its Starhub tower la). Then the cake came. Although i asked them not to buy the cake, but when i saw the cake, i was so happy. Dumbfounded. So, cut cake, eat cake, eat food, then we left. we walked down orchard and then Plaza sing again. Afterwhich we went home. Never received a present, but i was happy. That dinner was good enough for me. Thank you guys.
What next? Xmas Eve and Xmas itself. Xmas Eve, I met up with Kiong Wee, Julian, Kwang Liang, Kenneth, and christopher to have a Steamboat dinner at Marina Bay. Somehow, i was always the one late. So we ate and ate and ate. After that we decicded to go to K-Box to sing. I never sang with other people before, much less sing in K-Box. went to hougang's K-Box, found that the price has jacked up to many many times, so we went to play LAN instead. Til the very next day. Which was X mas. We wished each other Merry Xmas, and then left for home for body maintenance.
Then New Year came. I went for dinner at Sakura at Orchard Plaza. Again i was late. After that we walked and walked and walked, wanting to see the New Year celebration fireworks. We walked to the esplanade, then we went to and fro and to and fro til we finally decided on a spot. We waited and when the time came, we watched the fireworks go by. We shouted Happy New Year!! and some jokers, they had not enought of the fireworks, took out their lighters and made mini fireworks with the sparks they made. A funny sight. Another LAN session followed and we went home afterwards.
If not for these events, i dun even know what to write now.
So what am i doing as of late? i have been finding a job til i enrol into NTU. While looking for job, i have been very active in Marist alumni Band. Cos this year we are taking part in the 2nd NBC (National Band Competition) and another competition that has not finalized yet. Also ,we are preparing for WMC'09 next year. So, lots of work has to be done! Also i have been very active in Soka activities. I wanted to join NDP this year, but i didnt because of my leg condition. Nevertheless, i have taken up an assitant district leaders role and have been supporting Ritchie, my District Leader all the way. Conducting Home Visits, Planning and discussion Meetings. Hope that these will take things off my mind.
Happy New Year