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Tuesday, January 15 @2:18 pm

Many feelings come to me when this year ended..
Indeed I have so many regrets, enough to make me fall in despair.
Feeling so down, that i have not blogged in such a long time.
Indeed it has been a long long time. 1.5 months was it?

There is very little that i can blog about these days.. (Er, not including Xmas Eve, the concert, Xmas itself, New Year) My life has not colour at all. Maybe i am not trying hard enough? Maybe I am to be the bored kind of person? Maybe i am not good enough? Haiz. Nobody frequents this place anyway, might as well pour everthing that i keep bottled up here. So, here i go.

The first that passed was the concert. Indeed it was a success. I felt it was just like a barely passed test. Though the whole band is made up of TPJC Alumni, TPJC Main Band, and Marist people, not very good the results i see. It's just so disappointing. Maybe it's not the concert that made me so down. Maybe there are other reasons. Despite that, i wore on a smile that i will always do and meet up with people that came that day to support us. Edwin, Yee Kiat, Michelle, Suvenna, and many others were there to give TPJC Alumni support. I thank you all for that. Maybe its because the band didnt play to what i had expected it to be. Maybe its because the there wasnt anyone that said 'Well done' to me. Maybe its because i did not mange to sell any tickets and thus my morale hit rock bottom. I did take any pictures but Michelle did. I think she placed pics that have me in to facebook so, take a look there if you want.

My birthday came next. I cant remeber what took place liao. But i remember we were in Orchard doing shopping. Although i know that the guys there are planning something, but its like LL kind of thing. I ask them not to buy cake cos the Xmas season is around, and cake prices have gone up. Just having a simple dinner is good enough for me. LOL, how they twist and turn. We walked in Orchard. Taka, then to Plaza Sing. Played the arcade at Plaza sing. I guess the only thing i look forward to is the Mario Kart Race. I have the card and its keeping me distracted. Any challengers? By then, It was around evening and they brought me to a Jap place at Starhub tower i think (i think its Starhub tower la). Then the cake came. Although i asked them not to buy the cake, but when i saw the cake, i was so happy. Dumbfounded. So, cut cake, eat cake, eat food, then we left. we walked down orchard and then Plaza sing again. Afterwhich we went home. Never received a present, but i was happy. That dinner was good enough for me. Thank you guys.

What next? Xmas Eve and Xmas itself. Xmas Eve, I met up with Kiong Wee, Julian, Kwang Liang, Kenneth, and christopher to have a Steamboat dinner at Marina Bay. Somehow, i was always the one late. So we ate and ate and ate. After that we decicded to go to K-Box to sing. I never sang with other people before, much less sing in K-Box. went to hougang's K-Box, found that the price has jacked up to many many times, so we went to play LAN instead. Til the very next day. Which was X mas. We wished each other Merry Xmas, and then left for home for body maintenance.

Then New Year came. I went for dinner at Sakura at Orchard Plaza. Again i was late. After that we walked and walked and walked, wanting to see the New Year celebration fireworks. We walked to the esplanade, then we went to and fro and to and fro til we finally decided on a spot. We waited and when the time came, we watched the fireworks go by. We shouted Happy New Year!! and some jokers, they had not enought of the fireworks, took out their lighters and made mini fireworks with the sparks they made. A funny sight. Another LAN session followed and we went home afterwards.

If not for these events, i dun even know what to write now.

So what am i doing as of late? i have been finding a job til i enrol into NTU. While looking for job, i have been very active in Marist alumni Band. Cos this year we are taking part in the 2nd NBC (National Band Competition) and another competition that has not finalized yet. Also ,we are preparing for WMC'09 next year. So, lots of work has to be done! Also i have been very active in Soka activities. I wanted to join NDP this year, but i didnt because of my leg condition. Nevertheless, i have taken up an assitant district leaders role and have been supporting Ritchie, my District Leader all the way. Conducting Home Visits, Planning and discussion Meetings. Hope that these will take things off my mind.

Happy New Year

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

& PROFILE

Clement Ng
Twenty
First Cried on |22nd Dec 1987|
Capricorn
Singapore
Guy
SSA BVD1 DL
Current Location |NTU|
Band | MBSA, MSHSA, TPJCA, SSACYM, NTUSB |
Instrument - [T r u m p e t] |
[H o r n]
solesurvivor_87@hotmail.com
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& LIKES

| you | TPJC band | band music | -_- ZZzz... | darker colours | looking at the black box | S T O N E | peanut butter waffle | Cup noodles | Kway Chap | Fermented Beancurd | milk [esp. magnolia] | seafood | Almond Jelly | Ayumi | BoA | S.H.E. | Jay chou | Simple Plan [and many more] | spongebob | friends | *waving at the camera =p | billabong | ADIDAS | T R U M P E T [RAWKS!] |
& DISLIKES

| bootlickers | Squechy noises | Exams | Bitter stuff [exception of coffee, choc] | brown | "Fwens" whu backstab | Smoking | Bengs and lians | being ignored | the dark | cockroaches | ppl who think they are high and mighty when they are not
& WISHES

To be with u..
Better Trumpet Skils
Buy a new mouthpiece
driving license!!
Own a Mazda 2!

& Movies


Featuring: Shrek
Credits: Feline.
& LINKS

--> Feline
--> Mazlinah
--> Peiru
--> Michelle
--> Zhu Tu Di
--> Yee Kiat
--> Sarah
--> Samantha
--> Boon Hwee
--> Bach [BandFusion '04]
--> MSSBA
--> Clara (sis)
--> Kenneth (cousin)
--> Christopher
--> Cindy
--> Xiao Quan (MBSA)
--> Benny (MBSA)
--> Danny (MBSA)
--> Jie Yuan (MBSA)
--> Apple
--> Shaha
--> Seah Wei Liang
--> Franklin
--> Dr. Lee Tian Tee




Special Links

--> Pynk-avenue SpreeBlog




other links

--> Hotmail
--> Facebook
--> Happy Tree Friends
--> sfogs.com


& ARTICULATE



Memories
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005

01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005

02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
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01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008
04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008
06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009




& CREDITS

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& HEARTSONGS

"My tears are turning into time,
i'm wasted tryin to find a reason to say goodbye,
cant' live without you,
cant't breathe without you,
i dream about you...

honestly tell me that it's over.."


"Dear heart,
i met a girl...
now, prepare to shatter.."




"Have u ever missed someone
and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
her
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait






POP/ORD song:

We came as civilians
To be a soldier
Been through hardships in life
But this feels forever

We're surrounded by other soldiers
From all walks of life
This is tough for us to face
But we ain't got any choice

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye

For Brothers in Arms
Friends For Life
Semper fie
Do or Die

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye...