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Saturday, October 13 @11:08 pm

saw this on youtube.. damn funny


there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Friday, October 12 @3:59 pm

crap.. the pics aren't coming out rite..
zzzzzz

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

@3:41 pm

Today is quiz daY!!

first test: A geek test.

41% Geek
41%

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Next, How much electricity does my body produce?
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And they said:
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This is 46% MORE wattage than the average person
You could light up 4 light bulbs
You could power 92 iPods
You could power 2 Xbox 360s
3 of you would be needed to keep a refrigerator running

WOO HOO!! i have so much power!! lol

next, How much germs are in my keyboard:
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There are about 2,247,000 germs on your keyboard right now!
That's equivalent to the number of germs on 449 toilet seats.

lol.. 449 toilet seats?? *gulp*

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Fifthly, addiction to blogging..
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Lastly, addiction to coffee:
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lol..

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Thursday, October 11 @9:12 pm

AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!


Looking at Feline's blog makes me sooooooooo envious.. zzz...
She was blogging about the trumpee's outing at TM last weekend. So many photos.. so many old memories.. lol.. wish to relive them all..

Man..
Why did i operate now? of all times??
zzzz
this is so frustrating..

Such a rare chance to see the people together again, and i could not come cos of my leg and my painful back.. lol..

I really did miss out on sooo much..

Really hope there will be another outing soon where all the guys (as in literally cos this time, all the guys did not make it to the outing cos, i had this, mushroom had duty, and Datou had to be best man for that day..) Ya lor, such a rare chance that all the girls could come together.. then the boys couldn't come.. harhar..

What an irony..

Yeah.. so i hope another outing will be organised soon!!

P.S. Feline, i know my legs are so sexay.. lol..
you ar.. always grabbing any chance to laugh at me.. zz...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Saturday, October 6 @9:04 pm

Hey, i took the colorgenics test again..
This is the result..

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Friday, October 5 @8:55 pm

my second post after the op..

things have stabilised more now.. At least the pain is getting lesser and lesser...
yea..

nth much happening at home..


Nothing to do at home..
the boredom creeps into the very core of me..

So itchy..
the itch grows into my very own flesh..

Cant walk far..
the journey goes weary with every step i take..

The occasional fall..
each time i curse at my own failure to notice..

The pain..
so agonising that it is bearing down on me..

I think of all these.. and it crossed my mind.. i have gotten nothing but older and weary, through the passage of time and the journey of life as my body fails me as i have neglected it so..

forgive me not? old friend

we have fallen not once but many times, have we not?
and not once have we given in to the grim..

we have fallen again this time and we will tell this in the face of DEATH.
it is not your time yet

for this time!
we will stand up and fight
Then let us be rid of it... once and for all!
Amin khiluva lle a' gurtha ar' thar!!

The quest stands upon the edge of a knife.. old Friend..
Stray but a little and it will fail. But hope remains, if friends stay true

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep... that have taken hold?

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Monday, October 1 @10:37 am

hihi.. first entry after my op..

wat can i say?
errrr.... loads of pain?

yea.. depending on painkillers..
to hang on to my life..

Anyway, they suddenlt changed type of anaesthesia.. yea. they injected the anaesthesia into my spine.. very pain lo.. cannot tahan liao.. haha..
then i just lay there awake waiting and waiting until it is done.

My hospital stay has been a pleasant one. All the nurses greeted me with smiles everyday.. yea..

now leg in cast and walking on crutches... cant walk properly.. and walking on them is so tiring.. yea..

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

& PROFILE

Clement Ng
Twenty
First Cried on |22nd Dec 1987|
Capricorn
Singapore
Guy
SSA BVD1 DL
Current Location |NTU|
Band | MBSA, MSHSA, TPJCA, SSACYM, NTUSB |
Instrument - [T r u m p e t] |
[H o r n]
solesurvivor_87@hotmail.com
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& LIKES

| you | TPJC band | band music | -_- ZZzz... | darker colours | looking at the black box | S T O N E | peanut butter waffle | Cup noodles | Kway Chap | Fermented Beancurd | milk [esp. magnolia] | seafood | Almond Jelly | Ayumi | BoA | S.H.E. | Jay chou | Simple Plan [and many more] | spongebob | friends | *waving at the camera =p | billabong | ADIDAS | T R U M P E T [RAWKS!] |
& DISLIKES

| bootlickers | Squechy noises | Exams | Bitter stuff [exception of coffee, choc] | brown | "Fwens" whu backstab | Smoking | Bengs and lians | being ignored | the dark | cockroaches | ppl who think they are high and mighty when they are not
& WISHES

To be with u..
Better Trumpet Skils
Buy a new mouthpiece
driving license!!
Own a Mazda 2!

& Movies


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Credits: Feline.
& LINKS

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--> Michelle
--> Zhu Tu Di
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--> Sarah
--> Samantha
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--> MSSBA
--> Clara (sis)
--> Kenneth (cousin)
--> Christopher
--> Cindy
--> Xiao Quan (MBSA)
--> Benny (MBSA)
--> Danny (MBSA)
--> Jie Yuan (MBSA)
--> Apple
--> Shaha
--> Seah Wei Liang
--> Franklin
--> Dr. Lee Tian Tee




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    & HEARTSONGS

    "My tears are turning into time,
    i'm wasted tryin to find a reason to say goodbye,
    cant' live without you,
    cant't breathe without you,
    i dream about you...

    honestly tell me that it's over.."


    "Dear heart,
    i met a girl...
    now, prepare to shatter.."




    "Have u ever missed someone
    and felt terrible
    because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

    Missing someone is a terrible but at the
    same time,
    sweet feeling.
    U will be sitting around wondering if u
    meant
    anything to him/her.
    Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

    Rushing to the phone once it rings
    hoping that it's
    him/her.
    Looking out of the window hoping that
    he/she will
    surprise u by appearing downstairs.

    Sitting in front of the television but
    thinking of
    her
    missing the final episode of your
    favourite show.

    Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
    time u wen
    out together.

    Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
    under the stars
    again, talking about everything, your
    dreams,
    plans, future.

    Logging on to the internet hoping to see
    him/her
    online.

    When u realise that he/she isn't online
    and did not
    return your page, u will start worrying if
    he/she is
    okay.

    Missing someone is a way of growing up i
    guess.
    It exposes u to loneliness.
    It teaches u how to cope with being
    lonely and let u
    know that there is actually a feeling
    known as
    emptiness.
    Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
    U know that u really care and u indulge
    in the
    feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
    But missing someone and not knowing if
    he/she is
    feeling the same is terrible.
    U feel as if u are being left alone.
    So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
    let them know.
    At the same time, ask if they miss u.
    Don't let the feeling of missing someone
    become jealousy or paranoid.
    If u are the one being missed and u know
    it, let the other party know.
    if u miss him/her too, tell them.
    Don't let them wait






    POP/ORD song:

    We came as civilians
    To be a soldier
    Been through hardships in life
    But this feels forever

    We're surrounded by other soldiers
    From all walks of life
    This is tough for us to face
    But we ain't got any choice

    Now we see all the soldiers
    Leaving ahead before us
    We just have to say
    A final farewell

    Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
    Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye

    For Brothers in Arms
    Friends For Life
    Semper fie
    Do or Die

    Now we see all the soldiers
    Leaving ahead before us
    We just have to say
    A final farewell

    Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
    Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
    Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
    Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
    Goodbye...