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Sunday, December 24 @5:31 pm

Hiya... I am now officially nineteen years old!! 1 more year to ORD and the end my being a teenager!! Haha..

Thanks to those who remembered my birthday, i really appreciated your well-wishes. It's just a handful really... [seriously, can use my fingers and count...]
BUT!!
That does not mean i am angry or upset or unhappy to those who never did.
I know i know,
you are busy and things tend to slip out of your mind...

It's ok de...

It's not like i am the king and you must congratulate me or sumthing like that.

Anyway, i went to Vivocity yesterday, to shop, to eat, and to see my bro. You see, my bro is now currently working at Mango in Vivocity. Yupz. You dun quite expect it rite? lol. i was angry at him for taking this job at first because he will miss the JC Band Fest because of this. But then, i thought, this is his choice, he made that choice and i cannot do anything about it. So, i accepted it. He looks kinda funny when he is working... haha...

Anyway, i saw Loloq there too!! He was shopping with his parents.. Amalina isn't around... Hyuk Hyuk!!

Took some photos with the help of my new Sony-Ericsson K618i:

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Me in vivo




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My bro after his work shift




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My pops =) I managed to catch him unaware!! HEE hee!!




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My mumz =)




I couldn't get a pic of my sis.. she is so selfish...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Thursday, December 21 @12:33 am

hihi... doin much to say actually...


i left it at the doorstep,


did someone else take it and threw it away?

-or-

did someone take it, gave it you but no reply from your side?

-or-

you left before i left it there?




i never went back to check. negligence on my part i guess...
haiz..
owh luodw ntaw em?

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, December 10 @6:24 pm

I was reading quite a lot of past entries lately... It made me realise all the good and bad things that has happened in the past and how people actually thought about me...

Well, i guess ppl dont really show everything when facing one another.
I shan't say anything more regarding this so ppl can stop thinking about wat i have said.
I just wanna to say Thanks and Sorry to those individuals who have made my day and those whom i made sad, angry, or any other feelings that are in the negative sense.

Anyway, it's the lull period in my Company now. But i still have lots of "fatigue work" to do. Haiz. Who call to be the CQ? Some more i was asked to bring all store personnel from School 2 for Monday's rehearsal and Tuesday actual parade. Haiz i dunno whether anyone will come or not. I just hope they will, or else i am dead.

Somemore the trumpet outing was cancelled. I was so looking forward to the event on Friday, so i called LyNn, following which she said was cancelled. I dun mind actually, but i really did felt disappointed. I know everybody has their respective duties or work commitments so i really do not blame all of you. I just longed for this gathering that's all. Shit. Y am i tearing. Damn. I dunno wat has happened to me. In the past, i watched dramas or shows that can really make people cry but i did tear at all. But now, i watched this kind of shows, i actually tear or maybe even cry.

Have i changed?

When i went straight home on Friday, i discovered that my PS2 is spoilt. It cant read the discs that were inserted. I haven't got time to bring it for repair yet. Maybe i will be the one doing this. Everybody has no time. Father working from morning to night, Mom working from 3 am to 3pm [i am heartbroken about this... f-ed up work shift... it's because it's in the airport], sis working in Singapore Computer Systems [i nvr really asked what she did in there], and my bro is working as a store guy [i think...] in Mango at VivoCity. The management ther is f-ed up too... They let my bro and his group eat dinner at 3 pm... Can you imagine?? FREAKIN' THREE O' CLOCK?!?! DINNER???

PREPOSTROUS!!!!!

Haiz. It's their way of management. I can't say anything at all.

I hope to complete my paperwork by this week, so i can have nicer weekends all the way till Jan 2007.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, December 3 @10:20 pm

By the way, i am a CPL now!!

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

@9:49 pm

Harlow... it's me... clement... Yada-yada-yada...

This coming tuesday is the 04/06 intake's POP lo!! WOOO!!! Actually, i am starting to hate POP now.. cos when POP is near,that will mean 24km, OC's evening, Recruit's evening and POP itself. 4 big events crammed into only ard a week and half.. The logistics behind every event is humongous [did i spell this correctly?]... esp. 24km and POP itself. Anyway, it's not like we take the same roles eveytime, cos the HQ side made it a point to cycle the responsibilities every time. Hmmm... will i have a relaxed time? probably not... cos i still have quite some paperwork to do.

Haiz. and the 8th and 9th dec is coming!! I am just SO SO SO SO SO SO looking forward to the gathering.. I just hope there wont be any sabo or anything... =p cos on the 22nd... NVM.

I have guard duty on Chrstmas!! SIAN!! The ULTIMATE SIAN!! Means i cant go out to celebrate or something... Boo hoo... Anyway, i am becoming a assisstant district leader for Bedok Central District 5 soon [SOKA thing..lol..]!! I am starting to have lots of responsibilities... Being a CQ, assistant district leader, being involved in Alumni band commitee [Maris one..], and maybe if i have the time, i will be going back to TPJC alumni to help out.


Today i got my new phone!!! It's Sony-Ericsson K618i. Looks kinda cool... I actually wanted the black one, but they did not have stock, so i took the white one instead. Looks ok la the colour code of the phone.. White and orange.. lol..

*thought* should i get a RX-7 instead of RX-8?? hmmm...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

& PROFILE

Clement Ng
Twenty
First Cried on |22nd Dec 1987|
Capricorn
Singapore
Guy
SSA BVD1 DL
Current Location |NTU|
Band | MBSA, MSHSA, TPJCA, SSACYM, NTUSB |
Instrument - [T r u m p e t] |
[H o r n]
solesurvivor_87@hotmail.com
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& LIKES

| you | TPJC band | band music | -_- ZZzz... | darker colours | looking at the black box | S T O N E | peanut butter waffle | Cup noodles | Kway Chap | Fermented Beancurd | milk [esp. magnolia] | seafood | Almond Jelly | Ayumi | BoA | S.H.E. | Jay chou | Simple Plan [and many more] | spongebob | friends | *waving at the camera =p | billabong | ADIDAS | T R U M P E T [RAWKS!] |
& DISLIKES

| bootlickers | Squechy noises | Exams | Bitter stuff [exception of coffee, choc] | brown | "Fwens" whu backstab | Smoking | Bengs and lians | being ignored | the dark | cockroaches | ppl who think they are high and mighty when they are not
& WISHES

To be with u..
Better Trumpet Skils
Buy a new mouthpiece
driving license!!
Own a Mazda 2!

& Movies


Featuring: Shrek
Credits: Feline.
& LINKS

--> Feline
--> Mazlinah
--> Peiru
--> Michelle
--> Zhu Tu Di
--> Yee Kiat
--> Sarah
--> Samantha
--> Boon Hwee
--> Bach [BandFusion '04]
--> MSSBA
--> Clara (sis)
--> Kenneth (cousin)
--> Christopher
--> Cindy
--> Xiao Quan (MBSA)
--> Benny (MBSA)
--> Danny (MBSA)
--> Jie Yuan (MBSA)
--> Apple
--> Shaha
--> Seah Wei Liang
--> Franklin
--> Dr. Lee Tian Tee




Special Links

--> Pynk-avenue SpreeBlog




other links

--> Hotmail
--> Facebook
--> Happy Tree Friends
--> sfogs.com


& ARTICULATE



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& CREDITS

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& HEARTSONGS

"My tears are turning into time,
i'm wasted tryin to find a reason to say goodbye,
cant' live without you,
cant't breathe without you,
i dream about you...

honestly tell me that it's over.."


"Dear heart,
i met a girl...
now, prepare to shatter.."




"Have u ever missed someone
and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
her
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait






POP/ORD song:

We came as civilians
To be a soldier
Been through hardships in life
But this feels forever

We're surrounded by other soldiers
From all walks of life
This is tough for us to face
But we ain't got any choice

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye

For Brothers in Arms
Friends For Life
Semper fie
Do or Die

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye...