food doesn't taste good anymore,
games aren't fun anymore,
i can't sleep well,
i can't play my instrument well,
life seems so boring now..

i eat alone in school now... now i know wat it means by lonely..

wats done is done.. wat can i do?

"The Grim Reaper has visited Shrek. Death awaits him.. hahaz. life has no meaning anymore"

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Well, this should be in the 25th July post, well...

at twelve midnight, i got out of bed. I couldn't damn sleep. So i left the house, and started to roam ard my estate.. I roamed to Bedok Reservoir... where that scandalous event happened a few months ago.. it started to rain.. i couldn't care less.. i continued roaming and not after long, i found myself at TPJC. hah. If you dun believe, click that small x button you see at the right top corner then. Then i walked and walked and walked.. unknowingly, i stopped right at your house.. 'What am i doin here?' i asked myself. I walked to the bus-stop, that familiar bus-stop, the bus-stop that you can see me from from your window. i looked at the window... i shouted your name.. once, twice, thrice.. no response.. why would you anyway? the rain did a good job hiding the droplets dripping down my face. i looked at the window once more, and then, headed back for home, just in time to call ya wake up...

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

After the discovery, i was ... ... ... hmmm ... ... ... devastated.

Well, couldnt do anything right today.. bye

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Those whose birthdays i forgot, plz tell me alrite?

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Changed my blogskin.. well.. took me quite a long time.. but not perfected yet..

Im alive... weak... dyin... DEAD...

Ha.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

hihi.. it's me again.. well, im posting about yesterday's stuff..

It's band day yesterday and i cant stay.. its really a bummer. but i hope my parents will allow me to go for more pracs the next two weeks..

Came to school... saw Yee Kiat and Nat listening to Michelle's phone. It was a few recordings of Russell Peters. That show was hilarious.. muz watch..

Right.. Feline baked some cookies on Thursday nite.. she brought some yesterday.. and she gave me ONE cookie. A cookie with some black edges. She warned me beforehand that the cookies arent 'crunchy' cos they were exposed to air and because the container she used to keep her cookies has a hole on it.. so air could go in. Well, except for the soft part, the cookie was well-baked. i wanted more but she didnt want to give me.. =(

In the band room, i played duets with Feline using a cornet method book.. She said she din want to 'hao lian' so she let me play the top parts of the duets. Played a fugue duet first.. i wanted to play to bottom part but she wanted to play the bottom part so that she can warm-up. She said i also can warm-up with the top parts. Feline has a bit of Rythmic problems.. when she is supposed to play two quavers, she played two crotchets!! Hahaz. After a while, we both stopped and agreed that the duet she chose is too hard.. then she went on to find another duet and she picked another one. This time, she volunteered to play the top! u noe y? its because the top parts consists of minims and semibreves only!! Soon after, the band room was in an uproar because there was a cockroach nymph scuttling around the floor. It was gotten rid of soon thereafter. Then the band room got crowded and Grace started warm-ups.. I had to leave. Nothing much happened until the evening when i felt so useless..

USELESS... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Hi... im sorry for my blog man... i cant go online since the hols and the results... haiz. ill have to update my blog in school.. so i cant write much.. wells, nobody reads this anyway..

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Clement Ng
Twenty
First Cried on |22nd Dec 1987|
Capricorn
Singapore
Guy
SSA BVD1 DL
Current Location |NTU|
Band | MBSA, MSHSA, TPJCA, SSACYM, NTUSB |
Instrument - [T r u m p e t] |
[H o r n]
solesurvivor_87@hotmail.com
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