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Monday, February 7 @11:38 pm

Many things have happened today. Gd things and bad things.

Usual school... blah blah

Band today was very significant to me.
Why? ya ask? cos i'm now a french horner for SYF. Dr. Lee wants desperately ppl from the tpt. section to transfer to the horn section cos they are really short-handed... Well, tat set me thinking: since i was a horn player durin my sec 1 and 2 days, i volunteered. But many ppl objected, Jing Zhong, ppl from tpt section and it's bcos of one reason: i am the tpt SL. Yes, i am the tpt. SL, but so wat? I am doin this for the band, not for myself... The band isn't goin to get the gold if the band doesn't improve. Many sections have been improvin' at very fast rates like the clarinet section and maybe my own but the horn section really needs help. Suvenna isn't goin to play for SYF. Tat's a great blow to the whole band and esp. the french horn sect. We have abt 40 more pracs b4 SYF. Tat is not many pracs left. and not many ppl are able to convert to horn in a very short time. Even if they do, their sound will not be good. [sorry to many ppl but i am being straightfoward here] If i have the experience, why not? and i'm givin chances for other tpt. players to be in SYF cos i know many ppl join band for SYF. Not being able to join SYF is quite traumatising to many ppl includin me... so ya...

Taught Feline how to play 'To Zanarkand' today. Well not the whole thing but the first few bars. Recollection: 'To Zanarkand' is the second song that the OCIP ppl played durin the video presentation. She did quite well. =) Must JIA YOU!!!

Mrs Neo came back today. Had a celebration wif the cake Hwa Ee bought. When she entered the band room, i waved at her. My hand was so close to her face that she tot i was goin to hit her. Hahaz. Went back to LT 5 cos Feline wanted to revise the song.

Had sectionals after tt. that was when i volunteered to transfer. It was not a good feeling for the tpt. section, believe me. i had a harder time. Damnit! was close to tears but i fought...

After band, i sent Feline home. I told her something tt i felt tt i should tell her lot lots earlier. Regrets for not tellin her earlier, NO REGRETS for tellin her wat i told her tat nite. =) At least ya know now...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

& PROFILE

Clement Ng
Twenty
First Cried on |22nd Dec 1987|
Capricorn
Singapore
Guy
SSA BVD1 DL
Current Location |NTU|
Band | MBSA, MSHSA, TPJCA, SSACYM, NTUSB |
Instrument - [T r u m p e t] |
[H o r n]
solesurvivor_87@hotmail.com
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& LIKES

| you | TPJC band | band music | -_- ZZzz... | darker colours | looking at the black box | S T O N E | peanut butter waffle | Cup noodles | Kway Chap | Fermented Beancurd | milk [esp. magnolia] | seafood | Almond Jelly | Ayumi | BoA | S.H.E. | Jay chou | Simple Plan [and many more] | spongebob | friends | *waving at the camera =p | billabong | ADIDAS | T R U M P E T [RAWKS!] |
& DISLIKES

| bootlickers | Squechy noises | Exams | Bitter stuff [exception of coffee, choc] | brown | "Fwens" whu backstab | Smoking | Bengs and lians | being ignored | the dark | cockroaches | ppl who think they are high and mighty when they are not
& WISHES

To be with u..
Better Trumpet Skils
Buy a new mouthpiece
driving license!!
Own a Mazda 2!

& Movies


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Credits: Feline.
& LINKS

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--> Peiru
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--> MSSBA
--> Clara (sis)
--> Kenneth (cousin)
--> Christopher
--> Cindy
--> Xiao Quan (MBSA)
--> Benny (MBSA)
--> Danny (MBSA)
--> Jie Yuan (MBSA)
--> Apple
--> Shaha
--> Seah Wei Liang
--> Franklin
--> Dr. Lee Tian Tee




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other links

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& HEARTSONGS

"My tears are turning into time,
i'm wasted tryin to find a reason to say goodbye,
cant' live without you,
cant't breathe without you,
i dream about you...

honestly tell me that it's over.."


"Dear heart,
i met a girl...
now, prepare to shatter.."




"Have u ever missed someone
and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
her
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait






POP/ORD song:

We came as civilians
To be a soldier
Been through hardships in life
But this feels forever

We're surrounded by other soldiers
From all walks of life
This is tough for us to face
But we ain't got any choice

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye

For Brothers in Arms
Friends For Life
Semper fie
Do or Die

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye...