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Monday, February 21 @10:46 pm

Went to the River Hongbao beside the Esplande today... did nothin much there but ate dinner, strolled along seeing here and there...

Feline told me people were lookin at her... dun worry. im sure ya look ok.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Saturday, February 19 @10:46 pm

Sectionals - Trumpets went to canteen.
i playin horn, felt bored and went to see wat they were doin... technicals [haix... its for your own good]

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Thursday, February 17 @10:46 pm

Feline slept in today... She has 3 tests today wor... muz study hard k? good luck!

found her notes under my table again... so forgetful

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Wednesday, February 16 @10:21 pm

Today, i have learning journey! and i am goin to the art museum!

Feline is going also, but we takin diff bus. When i told her the colour of the seats of my bus are the same as hers, she tols me to roll out cos' im hiding [lol]

When we reached the art museum, we waited a very long time to put our bags away... after that, we went to see the gallery. I saw my Idol, Wynton Marsailes! Then we saw a gallery dedicated to the movie Hero and Crouchin Tiger, Hidden Dragon.

After that, we roamed the place. We found a place with many cushion blocks. The title reads: Plan your own city! It was to practically build your city using the blocks! Well, it was a tower when we first saw it. Then i stood beside the tower and i tot... I AM GODZILLA !!! MUHAHAHA! Then Wee tiong pushed me... and i fell, knocking down the tower as i fell... i really was GODZILLA at that time. Then i lied there for a long time cos, my friends were stacking the blocks on me to bury me alive. [veri hot inside]

Saw many people left when i came out, so we decided to leave. Feline went back up with her friends to the museum. Wanted to call her but the museum had no reception... =( so i have to just follow my frineds... walked all the way to PS. When Feline finally smsed me, i was in PS, she was in city hall station. So she went home first... =(

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Tuesday, February 15 @10:21 pm

Someone made me climb 17 storeys today... pant pant... only to go down by the lift. Grrr...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Monday, February 14 @10:39 pm

Well, first of all, i'd like to wish everybody out there a very HAPPY VALENTINES!!

yup yup

Day started with me meeting Feline at the bus-stop. As we walked in to school, we passed by Alan, who asked us to come over. And he gave us a Toblerone choc each! Mmmm. Feline cant eat, so give me... [now i hav 2 har har!] When we reached the band room, i saw Yee Kiat sleeping, then Kenneth and Michelle were awake. Heard sounds of the trumpet comin from the vent nearby... i tot to myself... must be Sujin. While Feline went to tie her hair, me and Kenneth were trying very hard to teach Michelle Chemical Equilibrium [hope ya understand... im a bad teacher. ] Michelle gave me a peg right b4 we left for assembly. [Thnks!]

Feline gave me sth too! It was one of those heart-on-a-stick she bought yesterday. It was wrapped in a pink paper. [veri nice... Thank you!] After assembly was Chem. lec. Durin the lec, i sat beside Feline, who was beside Keyun. Feline took my foolscap pad and drew things on it again. There was a pic of Shrek's [me] brother's wife on it. [lol] Keyun gave me some chocs at the end of the lec.

During GP, the class made fun of Serene and Damien. The class did sth... well, the library had a service on putiing messages on a whiteboard rite? We went to buy the biggest red heart, which is in the centre of the whiteboard , and wrote mushy messages frm him to her! haha. Went to canteen for break. Suvenna gave me a candy package. Feline was holding a big bouquet... wa...

ate durin maths... slept durin chi... grabbed another candy package from Hui Fen. and then another maths period... Sch was over! I went to band room, Eileen, and Yan Ling gave me more packages again. I even have one from one of my angel [know the angel mortal game? i have two angels! harhar. =)] Feline wants me to wait for her at the canteen but i wanted to buy sth... So when she left for her gp class, i rushed to TM to buy a rose for her. Met Vickie and Hwa Ee along the way. RAN RAN RAN back but i was still late [sorri!]

Durin sectionals, Feline asked me to accompany her to meet her friends. I was carryin my horn walking towards the gate... i looked odd. Shulian later gave ma a Ferrero. My voice was dyin! ARGH! muz be the chocs.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, February 13 @10:48 pm

I called Feline at 9 again... but she wanted to sleep somemore so i went to shower and then called her at 10 again. decided to meet up at 12.30 at Tamp MRT. After that, i went out with bro to play LAN. Played CS with my bro and his friends. I am quite the PRO siahz. lol. played til 12.15, then i left for tamp.

Feline said that she will be late. So i went around the station til she came. We went to TM. She wanted to stuff for tomolo's V-dae. Went to EXIM ARTS, bought 5 heart-shaped ornaments and some paper [took some time to choose the colour]. Then we went to POPULAR, i helped Feline find a gols colour pen... couldnt find it on my side and then i went to her side.. When i saw it, i wanted to reach for it... but then, i was stopped by Feline, cos' she said she saw it too. and said i blind...

After that, we went to century sq. arcade. watched Feline play Silent Scope 2. died fast [time ran out]. Then we played Time Crisis 3. Although i died first, my score at the end of stage 1 was like double her score!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME!! WOO!! Then i watched her play TC2, completed the game and then played SS2 again. She went a bit furthur this time. lol.

Went back to EXM ARTS to buy a bigger heart-shaped ornament. Oh ya, durin the all these happenings, i was tricked by Feline many times. She would say: "tell ya sth..." then i go closer then she will hit me. OR... she would point at something then i look at where she pointing at and then she would hit me. ARGH! why? WHY?

Went to eat prata at the shop beside uncle louis, then Feline bought a rose ice blen'. talked abt band and SYF while we were walking to the bus-stop nearest to Feline's tuition centre... saw mich coming out of the bus [HI!!]. Talked a bit more then left for home... while they went for tuition.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Saturday, February 12 @11:31 pm

Woke Feline up wif a wake-up call at 9, she tot it was at 9.30 lo. lol. called her at 9.40 again. Agreed to meet up at 11 a.m. but i dozed off and i woke up at 10.30! Oh no! I called her to apologize cos' i will be late. [sorri!]

Met Feline at the playground nearest to her home. She put my bag in her house and then went to pasir ris park to run. Talked abt our dreams... When we started runnin', there was a sharp pain shooting up my back. Its my old injury acting up again. Damnit. I tried bearin wif the pain until i cant take it animore. It was so F-ing pain la. So, we walked back to the fitness corner. Sprinted there along the way. Feline said her sprinting veri slow la. like no lo. talked abt the sports day heats last year. Feline is joinin all the sports event this year execpt Stamimania cos' got learnin journey. At the fitness corner, we did some excercises. Feline set herself a 2 challenges: Sit & Reach and hte sit-ups on the parallel bars! [work on it!]

Went to buy slurpee. There wasnt waffle :(. Then we strolled along then decided to eat at a food court. Feline said no pets allowed. lol. I have a new name today! Feline called me TAUPOK. dunno y but i think i look like one. After that, i met her father while walking her back home... i was a bit shocked at that. Stuttering i was. lol. asked me to go up for dinner but my mum said NO. [:( wat can i do? i sorri!]

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Friday, February 11 @10:53 pm

I had half-day today. cos' of CNY and HRP celebrations.

Overall, it was veri nice. Sat beside Feline durin the celebrations. The Chinese segment was veri funni. There was a NIAN, a monster, then the wushu team came up and defeated NIAN! MUHAHAHAHA! There was also Chinese Dance. Keyun was there performing... great performance there. ^_^

After the celebrations, i din know where to go so i followed the class to Bugis, they ate at v8, quite a nice place. But i din eat. cos i NO money. =( They plannin to watch Constantine too. but i NO money. haix. life sux. dunno why i follow them aniwae.

SUPER SIAN

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Thursday, February 10 @10:48 pm

The first place today was my place. So i can wake up late... xp. Had to prepare the place for the guests later. Well, more people came than expected. Elizabeth, came today! hahaz. i like only see her on CNY every year. My cousins played games over the PS2 and com until like 12 p.m. Hahaz. was kept busy til then. Went to fourth aunt's place later. i sang a song there. haix was forced to. played Hereos 3. Then we took photos. The photos are not available just yet... so... until later ba...

Quite borin today.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Wednesday, February 9 @10:48 pm

This is how my family go visiting: we meet up at gran's house, have breakfast and then we go to each other's house. The second day may also be the same thing. Sometimes people leave early to visit other relatives. So... Ya...

Today is no execption. We met up at Gran's house for breakfast: mee-suah!! [hope ya know wat is tt] Then, we left for my first uncle's house. Some bad things happened at his house. Ya know Marcus? The small guy from the photo from the previous day? He ran around the house exclaiming: "I have a brother bastard!" The whole house became silent when he shouted those words. Well this is wat happened... Apparently, Marcus said something tat angered my other cousin, Akira. Out of anger, he shouted your brother is a bastard! Not so exciting rite? But Akira got scolded by his mum and he cried after tt. I tried consoling him but he wouldnt stop cryin until his mum forgave him.


Me when i was in my first uncle's house...

Went to my 3rd Aunt's house after all tt hoo-haa. Stayed there for quite long actually... Played WC3 over battle.net and i lost as usual. haix. dunno y i keep losin. After all this, i went to my 5th aunt's house. My another cousin Jacques said he wanted to play computer as he was bored after watchin one episode of Inuyasha. So Akira suggested playin com. But he only has Serious Sam. But Jacques played still. Boy was he screwed up... He had a headache after playin for 15 mins! muz be all the blood and gore and stuff. He almost cried!

But he fell asleep when he reached my Gran's place again for dinner. Had home-made popiah for dinner! mine was super big lo. hahaz. Quite fun on the whole.


My sis lookin her best... i think. xp

Oh... this is how my Gran looks like... this was taken durin her birthday last year... xp




there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Tuesday, February 8 @10:05 pm

Today is CNY eve! School half-day today! Feline din come school today... Tot michelle din come today also until i saw her later in the day. She was late. hahaz

After school, i went to the band room to help Daniel, Kiong Wee, Julian, Kenneth to clean out the band room. Stacked the brown chairs, put aside the stands and swept the floor. Then suddenly everybody wanted to be drum major and then started twirlin the mops and brooms. Hahaz. Divided the work: me and Ken scrubbed the floor, Julian and KW mopped. After tt, i left for tm to meet Feline [supposedly but neva cos' she said no time liao =(] Then, i left for home to help in the cleaning of the house, then went to gran's place for reunion dinner.

Had steamboat for dinner... Well, every year also like that one. There was seafood, balls, meat, egg, more balls... Hahaz. i ate until i was one of the last few people still eatin' hahaz. I saw wave after wave of people sittin beside me. Hahaz. Played wif the small kids of the family then went home.


Me and my first uncle... tot he was veri de fierce one when i was young.


The small guy ya see wavin to the camera is called marcus. He is P5 now. can's believe he's P5 lo. He so small. That's my smallest-aunt's husband. His name is Makino-san. Yup. He is a Japanese!


Caught in the act! Ooops!

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Monday, February 7 @11:38 pm

Many things have happened today. Gd things and bad things.

Usual school... blah blah

Band today was very significant to me.
Why? ya ask? cos i'm now a french horner for SYF. Dr. Lee wants desperately ppl from the tpt. section to transfer to the horn section cos they are really short-handed... Well, tat set me thinking: since i was a horn player durin my sec 1 and 2 days, i volunteered. But many ppl objected, Jing Zhong, ppl from tpt section and it's bcos of one reason: i am the tpt SL. Yes, i am the tpt. SL, but so wat? I am doin this for the band, not for myself... The band isn't goin to get the gold if the band doesn't improve. Many sections have been improvin' at very fast rates like the clarinet section and maybe my own but the horn section really needs help. Suvenna isn't goin to play for SYF. Tat's a great blow to the whole band and esp. the french horn sect. We have abt 40 more pracs b4 SYF. Tat is not many pracs left. and not many ppl are able to convert to horn in a very short time. Even if they do, their sound will not be good. [sorry to many ppl but i am being straightfoward here] If i have the experience, why not? and i'm givin chances for other tpt. players to be in SYF cos i know many ppl join band for SYF. Not being able to join SYF is quite traumatising to many ppl includin me... so ya...

Taught Feline how to play 'To Zanarkand' today. Well not the whole thing but the first few bars. Recollection: 'To Zanarkand' is the second song that the OCIP ppl played durin the video presentation. She did quite well. =) Must JIA YOU!!!

Mrs Neo came back today. Had a celebration wif the cake Hwa Ee bought. When she entered the band room, i waved at her. My hand was so close to her face that she tot i was goin to hit her. Hahaz. Went back to LT 5 cos Feline wanted to revise the song.

Had sectionals after tt. that was when i volunteered to transfer. It was not a good feeling for the tpt. section, believe me. i had a harder time. Damnit! was close to tears but i fought...

After band, i sent Feline home. I told her something tt i felt tt i should tell her lot lots earlier. Regrets for not tellin her earlier, NO REGRETS for tellin her wat i told her tat nite. =) At least ya know now...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, February 6 @9:45 pm

Today. i was part disappointed, part guilty, part sad.

Haiz.

There was band this morning. Tot it would end at 12.30 so tat i could go runnin wif Feline later. Much to my dismay, it was to be ended at a very late time. Feline woke up very late today and we decided not to run today. I felt guilty cos i cancelled a 'runnin session' wif her that was arranged very early this week. Then, i decided to 'pon' band. Told the instructor tat i hav something on and i left early... But Feline said dun need to meet liao. Felt the disappointment there but it was my fault in the beginning.

Went home early. Took a nap and did some hmk at nite...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Friday, February 4 @11:26 pm

Almost 1 week has passed sice i have blogged. Ya may have noticed one entry is missing. Tat's becos i took it out. Hahaz. Well. Here's what happened durin the past week...

Monday - 31/1/2005
Had band today... Couldnt send Feline home this evening. Cos of me... again. I can say its my EZ link card no funds but its just me... my fault. Felt the disappointment from her... cursed myself as i went home using the 45c that i have left. Had a feelin that this whole week would be a bad one.

Tuesday - 1/2/2005
Went home early today... cos i would be expecting our class jersey orders to be completed by tonite. But... when i called at 3.30, askin abt the orders, the person said that the adidas guy havent came yet and ask me to call 1 hr later...
4.30: guy not here yet call 1 hr later...
5.30: guy still not here yet, call 1 hr later...
6.30: guy STILL not here yet, call TOMOLO...
AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!! My class wanted to wear the jersey foe the roadrun lo. So pissed off.

Feline tld me she baked some oats cookie. Said it was disastrous, but still let me try. Haha. Can't wait.

Wednesday - 2/2/2005
The first thing tt i said when i met Feline this mornin was: 'Cookie! Where's my cookies?' Hahaz. sounded like cookie monster from sesame street. Hahaz. She gave me my first cookie outside the band room. She like din wanna let other people see the cookies she had brought. Popped it in my mouth... She said it was her first time bakin' it. I told her it was not bad. Realli. It's good for a beginner. Hahaz. Not like me. First time all the cookies all black black one. Yupz. A bit dry though. She said it tasted like a CNY goodie [actually quite true. lol]. Everytime i saw her i would exclaim: 'i wan cookie'. Then she will like ask me whether its realli that nice or izzit i just bluffing. hahaz. realli. its nice. Thanks for the cookies!

After school ended, me, serene, alan, and yuezhuang went to queensway in our CT [Mr. Yeow KH] in his car. We waited at the shop until Mr. Yeow came up to look for us, sayin tt he will be runnin late if he doesnt go now. We told Mr. Yeow to go first cos he's relli gonna be late. HAHAz. Hope he goes first in this year's staff race! The shirts finally arrive and we took a cab down to East Coast for the run. Along the way, we tokld the driver to go as fast as he can when we encountered strips on the road cos Mr Yeow said that the faster u go, the lesser bumps ya would feel, haha. it realli did.

Feline ran the 23rd position in the girls race today! Congrats! She wished well too and i told her i will try gettin 300+. Bah. Got 544th position though. But i realli did my best for this run. Feline got two medals for the run today, along with many of her classmates. Her class realli gd at runnin. Mr Yeow did well too. He ran second place in the staff race, just like last year. Gave him a surprise present: a class jersey [sponsored by the class]. Went home wif Damien and Kenneth after tt. Super Shacked.

Thursday - 3/2/2005
After run still got SPE. Die la. Did volleyball today like last week. My partner sux big time. Either neva pass back to me or hit too far... Was one of the last few to clear the passing test. Damn. Feline din look good. Screwed up my chem SPA. Forgot some of the chem eqns but the rest was ok. Feline offered to help me wif chem. Thanks a lot. i appreciate tt. =)

Friday - 4/2/2005
Went to but a choc. ice blend wif Feline. She din talk much. Guessed shes troubled. Halfway durin sectionals, i went to the 3rd floor the bench to sit down. Still can hear trumpet sounds comin from the second floor. Super stressed by a lot of things... Parents, teachers, Daniel, Julian... and other stuff. Feline left for tuition when i was keepin Jing Zhong's horn. So i took it out again and played Mononoke horn solo. i was shocked at my horn sound. should consider goin to horn section for the SYFs.

Saturday - 5/2/2005
Did nothing much to be happy about.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

& PROFILE

Clement Ng
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& DISLIKES

| bootlickers | Squechy noises | Exams | Bitter stuff [exception of coffee, choc] | brown | "Fwens" whu backstab | Smoking | Bengs and lians | being ignored | the dark | cockroaches | ppl who think they are high and mighty when they are not
& WISHES

To be with u..
Better Trumpet Skils
Buy a new mouthpiece
driving license!!
Own a Mazda 2!

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& HEARTSONGS

"My tears are turning into time,
i'm wasted tryin to find a reason to say goodbye,
cant' live without you,
cant't breathe without you,
i dream about you...

honestly tell me that it's over.."


"Dear heart,
i met a girl...
now, prepare to shatter.."




"Have u ever missed someone
and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
her
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait






POP/ORD song:

We came as civilians
To be a soldier
Been through hardships in life
But this feels forever

We're surrounded by other soldiers
From all walks of life
This is tough for us to face
But we ain't got any choice

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye

For Brothers in Arms
Friends For Life
Semper fie
Do or Die

Now we see all the soldiers
Leaving ahead before us
We just have to say
A final farewell

Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbye...