Hi. I think Im gonna start again. haha,
newposts coming up!!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Finally i have the time to enter yet another entry at my blog. how long has it been? two months? haha. well, many things have happened while i was gone, and i will try to keep this area as updated as possible.

well, let's see...

I am still retaining my job as an accounts assistant as Sanmina-SCI systems. Getting more experienced liao, so i am asked to do more stuff now these day. Kelvin and Justin have been helping me all the way, explaining things to me as much as they can, although most of the time, i still do not understand a ord they are speaking.
The rest of the AR dept are more friendly towards me and so i am getting used to the atmosphere here. lols. moved office twice already, now settling down in the new office environment where the whole finance department are together. good in a way that i do not have to keep going down to different levels to look for people. hahas. well another 3 months to go!! i have to work harder!! Justin also just gor his new car, a blue Hyundai Getz, but it's an off-peak car, meaning he has to come to office very early, and leave office very late also. haha.. its also from him, that i started to learn mre about car dealings and stuff. learning how does the COE price bidding works, things such as parallel imports etc.. haha.. at least he knows how to plan his life. Wish him all e best.

I had just performed in a concert, to commemorate the 50th anniversary of Maris Stella High's founding, the Maris Stella Concert Band, Chinese Orchestra, and Drama club, participated in a cultural event at the Esplanade, last tuesday [quite weird for a concert day.. o wells]. It was an ok performance i thought. Played third part to support the weaker main band thirds. Din wanna play first part cos its a school event, not an alumni concert, so alumni should try not to take up bigger roles, just supporting from the back. Next up, I have another concert, a TPJC production, at the end of May or July, details not so sure also. =p so in the meantime, Sujin is the SL mah, so i will be supporting him from the back, so EX-TPJC Trumpet players, please help out and contact me!

Speaking about TPJC Trumpets, i have been trying to organise a trumpee outing til now, but to no avail. But i am not blaming anone, cos everybody is soing different stuff, naturally they have diferent commitments, so for now, it's the girls' exams and i will wait til the exams are oer til i organis the nxt outing, but that will be around June period.. so.. can take a breather. haha.. so headache ah..

I also found that my faith has been weakening. Due to my busy work schedule, i have started to weaken in terms of faith. also due to the fact that i am quite the lazy guy. haha. But, this zadankai, i am entrusted with the important task of Gosho sharing. I must do my best in this as is an important part of Gakkai. Gajokai duty coming up again, haha.. always pick the wrong days for Gajokai, but since i picked it, i must see through it no matter what. lols

Driving is progressing well , ithink, well, at least i think it is.. I just finished module one, and going into module two. What i am afraid is biting point. Others, i am still ok. Well, FTT coming also, must start studying!!

I still cant think f what to buy....

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It has been 2+ weeks since I have started work.
How was it?
ok i guess..
Workload is getting more and more because i am getting used to the system and all..
yup..

Anyways, i just want to wish Jing Zhong all e best in his studies.
Me and a few friends went to send him off at Changi Airport last week.
He flew to Melbourne to study commerce there.
Hopes he does well and brings back a Jap girlfriend home (its his long time wish)
haha.

Cant bear to see him go cos i was friends with him since primary 2 if i can remember correctly. That was as long as my trumpet playing experience. Well, i guess the saying that "friendship runs deep" is true.

All e best man!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Finally!! my father got internet service up at the shop. Now i can surf the net when i am helping out at my parents' shop.

For so long i have not visited the webby to blog..
As usual i guess.

Anyway, for the past two to three weeks i have been helping my cousin out at his cart. Carts u ask? well, its those small little stalls that you see in shopping malls and such. But my cousin's cart is not situate in a shopping mall. It's situated at Republic Poly, which is at Woodlands. Woodlands leh.. haha.. far la, but i need the income before i find the suitable job. The cart is selling soft toys and plushies, key chains, and other accessories. I wanted to post a picture of it here now, but my phone is not memory-card reliant type. So, i am still trying to find a way to get the photos out of my phone. (my phone has no blue-tooth as well) The pay is quite decent: $40/day + 5% comission. On average, i mae about $300 a day. So, my income is around $50 a day. Not bad actually. But the down side is that i do not have to go down everyday, so its not a stable income. Plus, its not what i want to do in the future. Those who know me should know that i am the quiet type when it comes to interacting with people for the first time. Only when i really get to know them then i become more active in a sense. So sales is not my cup of tea.

Anyway, the money i have earned is pumped into the 'Clement Driving Fund'. Yup i have started to take lessons. But i have not gotten my PDL and have not taken my final theory as well. so, i really need more income. So, i started to find another more suitable job.

Which i have. I have found a job at this company called Sanmina-SCI. Recruit Express told me that its one of the top leading electronic manufacturing companies in the world. I went to have it checked and its true. My role there is a Temp Accounts Assistant. Got to know some of the colleagues there. Although i am not familiar with them. I guess as time goes by, i will get along with them. I am not able to say my pay is here cos it's a matter of principle to the company. I may get fired la. Well, that sums up my work status currently.

Now to the role of being a district leader. I have realised that being a district leader is not as easy as it seems. Looks like i have to to really fortify my buddhist fundamentals in order to really reach out to people. But i am glad to see my members grow in such a short period of time. Daryl and Shao Feng have started to chant daimoku and learn how to do gongyo. I am really happy for them to take the first step. Many meetings have to be conducted with the other three divisions. I hope that the article that my 'upper-study', a.k.a. Ritchie has recommended to be shared in the upcoming zadankai to be approved. So far, he himself, me and Cui Fang have approved the article. But the MD and WD side have yet to approve so i really hope for the best as i feel that it is a really good topic to share with the others. I am also planning to home visit Chee Boon some time soon. Heard that his 'O' levels were not up to what he had expected to get. This will be a great opportunity to reach out to him. Not forgetting Joel and Jonathan as well. And i also have taken up the role of a Gajokai, which i will be doing this coming Sunday. It will be my third time doing Gajokai and i feel alright doing this. Protecting the castles of Kosen-Rufu. Having the idea of protecting the very place where my faith began has reallt spurred me on. I will work hard to become a leader whom all will look up to, just like how i look up to Ritchie. Ganbatte-kudasai!!

Anyway, i am going to review my blog details soon. cos i know lyNn's blog is no longer sucettes.blogspot.com. I may have to change a few things in there as well.
So keep a look-out!!

Ja.... Sayonara Min-na san!!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Many feelings come to me when this year ended..
Indeed I have so many regrets, enough to make me fall in despair.
Feeling so down, that i have not blogged in such a long time.
Indeed it has been a long long time. 1.5 months was it?

There is very little that i can blog about these days.. (Er, not including Xmas Eve, the concert, Xmas itself, New Year) My life has not colour at all. Maybe i am not trying hard enough? Maybe I am to be the bored kind of person? Maybe i am not good enough? Haiz. Nobody frequents this place anyway, might as well pour everthing that i keep bottled up here. So, here i go.

The first that passed was the concert. Indeed it was a success. I felt it was just like a barely passed test. Though the whole band is made up of TPJC Alumni, TPJC Main Band, and Marist people, not very good the results i see. It's just so disappointing. Maybe it's not the concert that made me so down. Maybe there are other reasons. Despite that, i wore on a smile that i will always do and meet up with people that came that day to support us. Edwin, Yee Kiat, Michelle, Suvenna, and many others were there to give TPJC Alumni support. I thank you all for that. Maybe its because the band didnt play to what i had expected it to be. Maybe its because the there wasnt anyone that said 'Well done' to me. Maybe its because i did not mange to sell any tickets and thus my morale hit rock bottom. I did take any pictures but Michelle did. I think she placed pics that have me in to facebook so, take a look there if you want.

My birthday came next. I cant remeber what took place liao. But i remember we were in Orchard doing shopping. Although i know that the guys there are planning something, but its like LL kind of thing. I ask them not to buy cake cos the Xmas season is around, and cake prices have gone up. Just having a simple dinner is good enough for me. LOL, how they twist and turn. We walked in Orchard. Taka, then to Plaza Sing. Played the arcade at Plaza sing. I guess the only thing i look forward to is the Mario Kart Race. I have the card and its keeping me distracted. Any challengers? By then, It was around evening and they brought me to a Jap place at Starhub tower i think (i think its Starhub tower la). Then the cake came. Although i asked them not to buy the cake, but when i saw the cake, i was so happy. Dumbfounded. So, cut cake, eat cake, eat food, then we left. we walked down orchard and then Plaza sing again. Afterwhich we went home. Never received a present, but i was happy. That dinner was good enough for me. Thank you guys.

What next? Xmas Eve and Xmas itself. Xmas Eve, I met up with Kiong Wee, Julian, Kwang Liang, Kenneth, and christopher to have a Steamboat dinner at Marina Bay. Somehow, i was always the one late. So we ate and ate and ate. After that we decicded to go to K-Box to sing. I never sang with other people before, much less sing in K-Box. went to hougang's K-Box, found that the price has jacked up to many many times, so we went to play LAN instead. Til the very next day. Which was X mas. We wished each other Merry Xmas, and then left for home for body maintenance.

Then New Year came. I went for dinner at Sakura at Orchard Plaza. Again i was late. After that we walked and walked and walked, wanting to see the New Year celebration fireworks. We walked to the esplanade, then we went to and fro and to and fro til we finally decided on a spot. We waited and when the time came, we watched the fireworks go by. We shouted Happy New Year!! and some jokers, they had not enought of the fireworks, took out their lighters and made mini fireworks with the sparks they made. A funny sight. Another LAN session followed and we went home afterwards.

If not for these events, i dun even know what to write now.

So what am i doing as of late? i have been finding a job til i enrol into NTU. While looking for job, i have been very active in Marist alumni Band. Cos this year we are taking part in the 2nd NBC (National Band Competition) and another competition that has not finalized yet. Also ,we are preparing for WMC'09 next year. So, lots of work has to be done! Also i have been very active in Soka activities. I wanted to join NDP this year, but i didnt because of my leg condition. Nevertheless, i have taken up an assitant district leaders role and have been supporting Ritchie, my District Leader all the way. Conducting Home Visits, Planning and discussion Meetings. Hope that these will take things off my mind.

Happy New Year

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Finally!!

I can consider myself FREE!!
lol..
but..
haben do clearance..
haben do ffi..
haben do dental..
HABEN GET MY PINKIE!!
NOOOOOO...

lol..
dunno when i can get my pinkie back!!
i will say my leaving speech when i get it ba...

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

But.. on the other hand...

Please come to TPJC Alumni Band concert!!
It's called Reminiscence '07
It's priced at $6
It's venue will be the TPJC Auditorium!!

So, for those who wish to come back to school and reminisce the goold old school days, please come down and support us and we will definitely reminisce with you!!

Sneak peeks:
Invictus
Princess Mononoke
1st Suite in Eb
An Chinese Pop song arrangement by our Alumni President himself
and many more!!

Please call 94373194 for more details!!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Ought to keep this alive..
Nothing been happening in my life cos im at home rotting away..

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

I have sth awful to tell you guys.. if anyone is reading this..

I feel so bad cos i never let anyone have the oppurtunity to do that and of all things, this has to happen..

Yep.. I fell down yesterday..
And because i fell down yesterday, my casted leg was in pain..
And beacuse my casted leg is so pain, i had to go to the hospital..
And because i had to go to the hospital, the doctor had to remove my cast to check whether my leg was damaged or not..
And because the cast has been removed, i couldn`t ask anyone to sign on the cast anymore..

I feel so sad.. Why was i so careless yesterday??

Now my cast is no more, i cant let anyone sign on it.. Dammit.. Noone signed on it yet!!

ZzZzZz..

I just have to say im sorry.

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in heaven that we cant reach

saw this on youtube.. damn funny

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in heaven that we cant reach

crap.. the pics aren't coming out rite..
zzzzzz

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in heaven that we cant reach

Today is quiz daY!!

first test: A geek test.

41% Geek
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You could light up 4 light bulbs
You could power 92 iPods
You could power 2 Xbox 360s
3 of you would be needed to keep a refrigerator running

WOO HOO!! i have so much power!! lol

next, How much germs are in my keyboard:
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There are about 2,247,000 germs on your keyboard right now!
That's equivalent to the number of germs on 449 toilet seats.

lol.. 449 toilet seats?? *gulp*

Fourth, What is my blog wanted for?



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Fifthly, addiction to blogging..
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lol..

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AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!


Looking at Feline's blog makes me sooooooooo envious.. zzz...
She was blogging about the trumpee's outing at TM last weekend. So many photos.. so many old memories.. lol.. wish to relive them all..

Man..
Why did i operate now? of all times??
zzzz
this is so frustrating..

Such a rare chance to see the people together again, and i could not come cos of my leg and my painful back.. lol..

I really did miss out on sooo much..

Really hope there will be another outing soon where all the guys (as in literally cos this time, all the guys did not make it to the outing cos, i had this, mushroom had duty, and Datou had to be best man for that day..) Ya lor, such a rare chance that all the girls could come together.. then the boys couldn't come.. harhar..

What an irony..

Yeah.. so i hope another outing will be organised soon!!

P.S. Feline, i know my legs are so sexay.. lol..
you ar.. always grabbing any chance to laugh at me.. zz...

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Hey, i took the colorgenics test again..
This is the result..

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

my second post after the op..

things have stabilised more now.. At least the pain is getting lesser and lesser...
yea..

nth much happening at home..


Nothing to do at home..
the boredom creeps into the very core of me..

So itchy..
the itch grows into my very own flesh..

Cant walk far..
the journey goes weary with every step i take..

The occasional fall..
each time i curse at my own failure to notice..

The pain..
so agonising that it is bearing down on me..

I think of all these.. and it crossed my mind.. i have gotten nothing but older and weary, through the passage of time and the journey of life as my body fails me as i have neglected it so..

forgive me not? old friend

we have fallen not once but many times, have we not?
and not once have we given in to the grim..

we have fallen again this time and we will tell this in the face of DEATH.
it is not your time yet

for this time!
we will stand up and fight
Then let us be rid of it... once and for all!
Amin khiluva lle a' gurtha ar' thar!!

The quest stands upon the edge of a knife.. old Friend..
Stray but a little and it will fail. But hope remains, if friends stay true

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep... that have taken hold?

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

hihi.. first entry after my op..

wat can i say?
errrr.... loads of pain?

yea.. depending on painkillers..
to hang on to my life..

Anyway, they suddenlt changed type of anaesthesia.. yea. they injected the anaesthesia into my spine.. very pain lo.. cannot tahan liao.. haha..
then i just lay there awake waiting and waiting until it is done.

My hospital stay has been a pleasant one. All the nurses greeted me with smiles everyday.. yea..

now leg in cast and walking on crutches... cant walk properly.. and walking on them is so tiring.. yea..

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Well... the medical's over at least..

Picking general over local anasthaetic.. But will have more side effects when i wake up. Effects likw feeling naseous.. giddiness.. headache.. dunno whether will have to stay overnight or not. Doc says depends on the success of the op. If all goes well.. then at night can go liao...

Well.. It will be at Alex. Hosp. in 4 days.. op starts at 2. i will have to fast from 7am onwards. will die lo.. 7 hrs w/o food.. ARGH!!

LOL.. jkjk..

all e best to me then.. til then....
BYE!!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Hihi.. Have medical tomorrow..

Still deciding whether i want a local or general anaesthaetic [i dunno how to spell this word..]

Help me in my decision??

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in heaven that we cant reach

Hihi..

A bit slacken on the anime thing liao.. Since Odex so bastard..
Odex, you want us to stop downloading? then give us what we want!! many anime i see ah got no jap audio, then its english audio and chi subs. WTH..

Anyway, Im about to have an operation soon.. on the 26th of September. They will be operating on my ankle. harhar.. hope all goes well...

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Yo!!
Sashiburijane!! (means long time no see..)
Still trying to figure out how to write jap on this Vista platform..


Anyway, my sickness is coming back: Yep! the anime fever is in me right now!!

Haha.. now i wont be so stupid. From now on i will be collecting animes and will be burning them into dvds for storage. haha.

Sadly only one anime i have completed:
Gundam Seed Stargazer (onli 3 episode wat..)

So far in progress:
-> Bleach [now at episode 134 :only burned until eps 72 onli because some of the episode i have is in .wmv format. I wanna go find the .avi format of those first before i burn the next dvd.]

-> Naruto Shippuden [now at episode 021: still not enough to make a dvd so no dvd out yet]

-> Shakugan No Shana [now at episode 16: trying to find the rest from epsode 17 to 24. Again does not make a complete dvd. So no burned ones yet]


Starting soon:
-> Naruto [completed series last til episode 220. Trying to get someone who already has. Or else download would waste time and freaking long]

-> Gundam Seed [completed series has 50 episodes. Same as Naruto, trying to get someone who already has. Or else download would waste time and freaking long]

-> Gundam Seed Destiny [completed series has 50 episodes. Same as Gundam Seed, and Naruto, trying to get someone who already has. Or else download would waste time and freaking long]

I would also want to start on Death Note, Kiba, Hikaru no Go, and actuallt many many more! haha..

I will soon put this permanently on my profile bar so i dun have to keep typing. I will keep all anime fans updated as soon as possible.

There are so many more animes out there to download!! Any recommendations pls tell me on my tagboard!!

Til then..

Ja-Ne!!

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in heaven that we cant reach

Haye!! lol.

SIAN.

know why?

I have live range on Monday, IFC lesson on Tuesday, then Field Camp on Wednesday to Tuesday. Ultimate Shack la. haha..


MARIS STELLA ALUMNI CONCERT
VCH, going at $12
Repertoire includes:
Cavetown Cappadocia
Celtic Folksong Suite
Aerodynamics
Disnay classic Revue
Japanese Graffiti XII
and more...

pls supprt?

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in heaven that we cant reach

Been a month

Sashiburijane..

Nth much to write about my boring life..
yea...
not at the moment..

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in heaven that we cant reach

Hello. My company conducted the 24km Graduation Route March yesterday.. Was super exhausted... Anyway, i have just uploaded one test that is said to be true. Leeched it from Feline..
Feline, dun slap me for leeching from you ah.. heehee...

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in heaven that we cant reach

Colorgenics!! I am leeching all these tests from Feline's blog... Feline, hope you dun mind!!


You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.



Is this a big thing? or a good thing?

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Going through a rough patch at this point of time..

Never expected there would be one of this happening in my life.
He had such a good future ahead of him and yet it had to end this way..
I remember him telling me after he ORD, he will go into Uni and during his Uni days, he will find a girlfriend and then if possible, settle down and start a family.

He is such a good guy.. Why does it have to be this way?

Enough about this.. He is in heaven now and i believe he wont want us to be sad.

Today is a special day... Mother's Day.
Shrekky here is wishing all mothers

A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

I celebrated with some relatives at Bukit Batok Just now.
Very full.. lol..

And i just celebrated my mum's birthday cos its tomorrow but i will be in camp tomorrow, so we celebrated one day ahead.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

In Loving Memory
Isz Sazli
A Good Friend, A Soldier, A Logistician

From the 02 - 06/07 Supply Supervisor Course.
We, the people of the cohort wish to Salute you.
With the utmost respect.
With Honour
He Served With Passion.

We Came, We Supplied, We Conquered

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

ZZZZZ...
it has a month since i put sth here...

Much has happened but i dunno how to write it all down...

OK. hmmmm

for NS life, my OC has changed. Turns out that LTA Chris Wong has a cancer stage 2 but it is cureable. So CO has given him a long break to undergo treatment and recovery. The new OC is a Lady but her working capabilities is on par with OC. She is LTA Fadilah. A scholar i have heard. And from now til OC recovers to the pink of health, my company will be taking PES (C) batches to relieve his load.

Z is slightly improving. I really hope that he does not give me a hard time for my last 6+ months. Anyway, a lot of the specs that i know are leaving by this year la... Me and harie will only be the ones left in the company by the end of the year. With the exception of OC. CSM is leaving on July, Wei De, Wei Shyan, Zeng all moving soon... Hai. Got a feeling that Viper company will not become what it is now in the future.

Really Stressed out manz...
I am really pissed off with my family. I get so stressed up in camp, i just want to relax and chill out at home. But they just treat me like dirt, like a maid. Asking me to do things cos others are "studying". Why cant they do it? i just dun understand y.

Just becos i ate two packets of instant noodles for breakfast they are condemning me like a leper. Just because i did not lose weight they say that i did not go and excercise and control my diet.

But in actual fact,
i am running EVERYDAY at night after i hard days work.
i am CONTROLLING my food intake.

Somtimes i just wished that they encourage me instead of just condemning me. just a few words of encouragement would mean so much to me...

I sit in one corner and when i think about all these, i just wanna cry but i dun want to let ppl see. Just because you see me cheerful everyday does not mean that i am REALLY happy...

hmmmmzzz..... I sometimes wished that i am just better off dead.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Hey hey hey!! today is sunday, and i went to cck to pay respects to my grandfather.
hope he is blessed!!

=p

uploaded a song by YUI ~ Goodbye Days. It quite nice.
Please listen to it if you have time!!

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in heaven that we cant reach

Hello WORLD!!

so so so so so sooooooooo lonh neva type anything on this bloggie le... haiz... getting more and more lazy to update this... lol.. aniwaes, its the LULL period of Viper coy rite now.

*for your info*
LULL means a period of time which the coy has no activity or intake.
Also means break by the way...
haha
*for your info*

I am blogging on my new com... This ACER com... quite ok i guess, Pops didnt wanna but a very outstanding com cos very soon, i gonna get my own laptop for my uni days, so til then we just need a com to hold out for schoolwork for my siblings. I kinda understand. But was disappointed in the beggining.

Many things has have happened lately.
Most of the things got me pissed up so bad.
Some were pleasant memories.
Some i had neutral opinions.
Thus, i had a very bad temper these few days, and if i indirectly angered anyone in anyway, im very sorry for what i have said or done.

TPJC alumni concert "MURAL" is over.
I'd like to thank all those who were there to watch and giving us moral support.
I'd like to thank those who actually played in the concert itself. Thanks for all your effort.
I'd like to thank the committee members of the alumni and the main band for their sacrifices they had to make for the success of the concert.
I'd like to thank Tong Long for organising this concert. Many changes made along the way but the concert was a success.
I'd like to thank the teachers who were there at the night pracs just to keep watch or just to wait for us to finish so that they could lock up the gate.
A REALLY REALLY BIG THANK YOU!!
But...
I'd like to say sorry too...
I'd like to say sorry to the audience cos i did not deliver my solo well. I am very disappointed at myself for this screw-up too.
I'd like to say sorry to those people who i thought was informed about the concert but they actually wasn't informed about it, meaning they didnt come cos they didnt know.
I'd like to say sorry to the Dr. Lee and the band for giving such a screwed-up solo.

P.S. During the alumni practices, i became a mother. It's a very complicated family tree. Trust me. You'll be shocked if you know about it. At the same time being a mum, i am a shit making thing. You wouldnt want to know about that either.

Came back from Tekong today because had this CO bunk inspection. Turns out that CO did not come. Haha... Relief in a sense, but im glad cos we cleaned up the bunk real nice.

Anyway, i came across this webby, hilarious comics...



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Wow.. So fast a month has passed... haha... Another batch of recruits have came and left...
many memories i have had with them. Will miss them loads.

LRI is finally here. Haven checked my company yet. Hope it is presentable to them.

But i cant look back, as another batch of recruits will be coming in next coming week.
Will only see them for five days, maybe even less. Haha. Cos PES(E) ma. One week BMT. lol.

I want to get a present for someone. I have something in mind, but the shop is at VivoCity la. So far, somemore no time to go there and buy. Must really find time to go.

Concert is coming, and we really still play like shit. Dunno how are we gonna survive this. I still cant play my Howl's Moving Castle Solo Well. Havent sold a single ticket to anyone, couldn't get anyone to buy from me. All the ppl i asked either not free or not interested. zzzz.

I remembered i promised putting some photos on the blog. Will try to soon. BZBZ man I am.

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Hello all!!

Todae is Chinese New Year Eve!! I'd like to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year!! May everyone be sucessful in all their endeavours, live long, be happy, and may everyone's lives ytake a turn for the better!!

Im gonna take lotsa pictures and post it up for this CNY.
Stay tuned!!

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harlow!!
its me...


wadeva...


I am blogging in the middle of camp. Waz.. lolx.
Anyway, i am halfway through my confinement period.
Glad that i have settled a lot of store stuff. I am starting to work better in the store. But i really hope that i can work well with my company. A lot of paperwork has been needed to be completed these few days.

My storeman ah... also one problem. His name is Z. Seriously Z. His full name is Z Chia Wei Li. Serious!! It is in his 11B. He is super super super lazy. really very hard to control.

Anyway, i have to try.
lolx.



Get back in touch!!

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wow.. it has been a long time since i made another entry.

heh..

where should i start?

ok.

First of all. on Dec 25th, zzz..
Wish all of you readers Merry Christmas!! [its super belated la..]
But when all of you are merrying away, i was in miserable Tekong doing guard duty. BORED.
I'm glad you liked the card. You really made my day. =p

28th Dec = The day i lost my Sony-Ericsson K618i. I was damn DAMN sad.

Haha, then i had a Soka gathering on the 29th of December. We had a nice time. I was covered in flour because of that stupid flour game. I wanted to take pictures but then my phone went missing the day before. zzz. many games were played. I was one of the game i/cs as well.. haha.. the games me and mei yi thought up were fun.

first one was a sorting game. We mixed up lotsa different types of beans together. Then we asked them to sort the whole pile into their separate bean types in a certain time limit. No dropping of beans iis allowed and you cannot sort the beans on the table. WAHAHAHA... Looking at their tormented faces. They tried to cheat but NOOOO... I was there to watch. MUHAHAHA.


Second Game was the entanglement game. It was that game that everybody stood in a circle, each person grabbing a random hand from the opposite side and try to unentangle the mess they made. Very familiar rite?? lol... JC Orientation got play b4 ma..

Still got lotsa games la.. I will just elaborate on one more game. That game is Win, Lose or Draw. As the game name suggests, [taken from the TV show] , you draw out the question that has been given to you and your team members will try to guess wat you draw. The game is quite ok actually, except that its very funny when you see small kids trying to draw the actual thing but end up looking like i duuno wat.. i should have taken photos of them all.. zz..

Anyway, Countdown was fun. Had to go back to Tekong for a while zzz.. Met Kiong Wee and friends at Marina Bay. Had a great time with lotsa people. I met my alumni band members from my Pri school. They having a great time too. Enjoyed the fireworks. We couldnt call a cab afterwards cos of the traffic an the inavailability of cabs in that area. So, we walked! from marina bay to the Esplanade, to Clarke Quay. Wow, long journey. Initally, we wanted to drink til we drop but we went to play LAN instead. Took cabs to Hougang Plaza and enjoyed our time there. Guang Liang has gotten so much better now. Kiong Wee too.. I noob le.. zzz...

Now, my holidays are coming to an end, the next batch of recruits are enlisting in my company tomorrow, meaning i have to book in tonight. Although i am reluctant, i hav to go back. Somemore LRI coming down soon. Have to tidy up the store. Will be confined with the recruits for two weeks then cn finally come out. zzz..

Wish me luck!!

P.S. I know you are still waiting for my treat. After this confinement, i will definitely DEFINITELY treat you alritez??
Sorely missed.
-Shrek

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Hiya... I am now officially nineteen years old!! 1 more year to ORD and the end my being a teenager!! Haha..

Thanks to those who remembered my birthday, i really appreciated your well-wishes. It's just a handful really... [seriously, can use my fingers and count...]
BUT!!
That does not mean i am angry or upset or unhappy to those who never did.
I know i know,
you are busy and things tend to slip out of your mind...

It's ok de...

It's not like i am the king and you must congratulate me or sumthing like that.

Anyway, i went to Vivocity yesterday, to shop, to eat, and to see my bro. You see, my bro is now currently working at Mango in Vivocity. Yupz. You dun quite expect it rite? lol. i was angry at him for taking this job at first because he will miss the JC Band Fest because of this. But then, i thought, this is his choice, he made that choice and i cannot do anything about it. So, i accepted it. He looks kinda funny when he is working... haha...

Anyway, i saw Loloq there too!! He was shopping with his parents.. Amalina isn't around... Hyuk Hyuk!!

Took some photos with the help of my new Sony-Ericsson K618i:




Me in vivo







My bro after his work shift







My pops =) I managed to catch him unaware!! HEE hee!!







My mumz =)




I couldn't get a pic of my sis.. she is so selfish...

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